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Selected Memories from the Haunted Ballroom
A Stairway to the Stars (2001)
We'll All Go Riding on a Rainbow (2003)
Theoretically Pure Anterograde Amnesia (2005)
Persistent Repetition of Phrases (2008)
An Empty Bliss Beyond This World (2011)
Patience (After Sebald) (2012)
Everywhere At The End Of Time - Stage 1
Everywhere At The End Of Time - Stage 2
Everywhere At The End Of Time - Stage 3
Everywhere At The End Of Time - Stage 4
Everywhere At The End Of Time - Stage 5
Everywhere At The End Of Time - Stage 6
Selected Memories from the Haunted Ballroom (1999)
The haunted ballroom
By the seaside
One thousand memories
Haunting me
A summer romance
Den of iniquity
Dream Waltz
A handful of stars
Request dance
In the dark
Reckless night
A Stairway to the Stars (2001)
We cannot escape the past
Cloudy, since you went away
Emptiness
Consigned to a yesterday
Masquerade ball
Malign forces of the occult
On the edge of breakdown
Robins and roses
Date with an angel
It’s all forgotten now
Each today doesn’t lead to a tomorrow
Home
Friends past re-united
A stairway to the stars
We'll All Go Riding on a Rainbow (2003)
I Saw Your Face In A Dream
We'll all go riding on a rainbow
That old feeling
The weeping dancefloor
Driven beyond the limits
The memory of a song
And the bands played on
Here I am broken hearted
Hoping for some kind of recognition
Under a warm golden light
Unmasking at midnight
Roll up the carpet and dance
Contemplation
Faith in time
We have been here before
Stardust
Theoretically Pure Anterograde Amnesia (2005)
Memory One
Memory Two
Memory Three
Memory Four
Memory Five
Memory Six
Memory Seven
Memory Eight
Memory Nine
Memory Ten
Memory Eleven
Memory Twelve
Memory Thirteen
Memory Fourteen
Memory Fifteen
Memory Fifteen
Memory Seventeen
Memory Eighteen
Memory Nineteen
Memory Twenty
Memory Twenty One
Memory Twenty Two
Memory Twenty Three
Memory Twenty Four
Memory Twenty Five
Memory Twenty Six
Memory Twenty Seven
Memory Twenty Eight
Memory Twenty Nine
Memory Thirty
Memory Thirty One
Memory Thirty Two
Memory Thirty Three
Memory Thirty Four
Memory Thirty Five
Memory Thirty Six
Memory Thirty Seven
Memory Thirty Eight
Memory Thirty Nine
Memory Forty
Memory Forty One
Memory Forty Two
Memory Forty Three
Memory Forty Four
Memory Forty Five
Memory Forty Six
Memory Forty Seven
Memory Forty Eight
Memory Forty Nine
Memory Fifty
Memory Fifty One
Memory Fifty Two
Memory Fifty Three
Memory Fifty Four
Memory Fifty Five
Memory Fifty Six
Memory Fifty Seven
Memory Fifty Eight
Memory Fifty Nine
Memory Sixty
Memory Sixty One
Memory Sixty Two
Memory Sixty Three
Memory Sixty Four
Memory Sixty Five
Memory Sixty Six
Memory Sixty Seven
Memory Sixty Eight
Memory Sixty Nine
Memory Seventy
Memory Seventy One
Memory Seventy Two
Persistent Repetition of Phrases (2008)
Lacunar amnesia
Persistent repetition of phrases
Rosy retrospection
Long term (remote)
Poor enunciation
Past life regression
False memory syndrome
Von Restorff effect
Unmasking alzheimer's
An Empty Bliss Beyond This World (2011)
All you are going to want to do is get back there
Moments of sufficient lucidity
The great hidden sea of the unconscious
Libet's delay
I feel as if I might be vanishing
An empty bliss beyond this World
Bedded deep in long term memory
A relationship with the sublime
Mental caverns without Sunshine
Pared back to the minimal
Mental caverns without Sunshine (reprise)
An empty bliss beyond this World (reprise)
Tiny gradiations of loss
Camaraderie at arms length
The sublime is disappointingly elusive
Patience (After Sebald) (2012)
Everything is on the point of decline
As if one were sinking into sand
Approaching the outer limits of our solar system
When the dog days were drawing to an end
When the dog days were drawing to an end
The homesickness that was corroding her soul
I have become almost invisible, to some extent like a dead man
In the deep and dark hours of the night
No one knows what shadowy memories haunt them to this day
Increasingly absorbed in his own World
Isolated lights on the abyss of ignorance
Now the night is over and the dawn is about to break
Everywhere At The End Of Time (2016-2019) (Introduction)
Everywhere at the end of time' was a series exploring dementia, its advancement and its totality. (Descriptions by vvmtest)
(Full Album Video)
Everywhere At The End Of Time - Stage 1
Here we experience the first signs of memory loss. This stage is most like a beautiful daydream. The glory of old age and recollection. The last of the great days.
A1 - It's just a burning memory
A2 - We don't have many days
A4 - Childishly fresh eyes
A5 - Slightly bewildered
A6 - Things that are beautiful and transient
B1 - All that follows is true
B2 - An autumnal equinox
B3 - Quiet internal rebellions
B4 - The loves of my entire life
B5 - Into each others eyes
B6 - My heart will stop in joy
Everywhere At The End Of Time - Stage 2
The second stage is the self realisation and awareness that something is wrong with a refusal to accept that. More effort is made to remember so memories can be more long form with a little more deterioration in quality. The overall personal mood is generally lower than the first stage and at a point before confusion starts setting in.
C1 - A losing battle is raging
C2 - Misplaced in time
C3 - What does it matter how my heart breaks
C4 - Glimpses of hope in trying times
C5 - Surrendering to despair
D1 - I still feel as though I am me
D2 - Quiet dusk coming early
D3 - Last moments of pure recall
D4 - Denial unravelling
D5 - The way ahead feels lonely
Everywhere At The End Of Time - Stage 3
Here we are presented with some of the last coherent memories before confusion fully rolls in and the grey mists form and fade away. Finest moments have been remembered, the musical flow in places is more confused and tangled. As we progress some singular memories become more disturbed, isolated, broken and distant. These are the last embers of awareness before we enter the post awareness stages.
E1 - Back there Benjamin
E2 - And heart breaks
E3 - Hidden sea buried deep
E4 - Libet's all joyful camaraderie
E4 - Libet's all joyful camaraderie
E6 - Sublime beyond loss
E7 - Bewildered in other eyes
E8 - Long term dusk glimpses
F1 - Gradations of arms length
F2 - Drifting time misplaced
F3 - Internal bewildered World
F4 - Burning despair does ache
F5 - Aching cavern without lucidity
F6 - An empty bliss beyond this World
F8 - Mournful cameraderie
Everywhere At The End Of Time - Stage 4
Post-Awareness Stage 4 is where serenity and the ability to recall singular memories gives way to confusions and horror. It's the beginning of an eventual process where all memories begin to become more fluid through entanglements, repetition and rupture.
G1 - (Layer 1) Post Awareness Confusions
H1 - (Layer 2) Post Awareness Confusions
H1 - (Layer 2) Post Awareness Confusions (Section: Hell Sirens)
I1 - Temporary Bliss State
J1 - (Layer 3) Post Awareness Confusions
Everywhere At The End Of Time - Stage 5
Post-Awareness Stage 5 confusions and horror. More extreme entanglements, repetition and rupture can give way to calmer moments. The unfamiliar may sound and feel familiar. Time is often spent only in the moment leading to isolation.
K1 - Advanced plaque entanglements
K1 - Advanced plaque entanglements (Section: Was it a dream?)
K1 - Advanced plaque entanglements (Section: I'm following you)
K1 - Advanced plaque entanglements (Section: Mandolin Segment)
L1 - Advanced plaque entanglements
M1 - (Layer 4) Synapse retrogenesis
N1 - (Layer 5) Sudden time regression into isolation
Everywhere At The End Of Time - Stage 6
Post-Awareness Stage 6 is without description.
O1 - A confusion so thick you forget forgetting
P1 - A brutal bliss beyond this empty defeat
P1 - A brutal bliss beyond this empty defeat (Section: Theoretical Hell Sirens)
Q1 - Long decline is over
R1 - Place in the World fades away
R1 - Place in the World fades away (Section: Organ Segment)
R1 - Place in the World fades away (Section: Terminal Lucidity)
R1 - Place in the World fades away (Section: 1 Minute Of Silence)
Everywhere, an empty bliss (2019)
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